AWE

Lonely is the only friend I know 

As I sit and wash the tears away 

I can't hush up even for one night 

The time has come where I can't hold on anymore 

Where has mama gone?

In a time like this 

I remember the power of prayer 

Always and forever I told myself 

I'm not homeless neither am I running from people 

But when the day comes 

I want to be in your arms 

Singing my melody 

I want you to give me a chance to colour your book 

Because when the sun comes up 

I would have new rules.

Lonely is the only friend I know 

Days with bacchanals, nights with dark.

I’m high and low, how often I don’t know 

I can’t even get past the swirling darkness in my brain 

My soul is fighting a war for inner peace 

So everyday I soak my soul in vodka and my body in wine 

It’s the only company I can think of 

A dainty flower 

Meant to wither 

I am just a soul of a lonely heart 

In search of my wonderland 

So I can find serenity again 

Because when the sun comes up 

I would have new rules.





C.N.O.O & Tugasthoughts 🦋